And just like that... it's gone.
Not sure if it was something that was said... or perhaps unsaid... but it's gone. I feel empty.... and exhausted... and not a little foolish. I miss it already, the thrill of it. But there's also a sweet relief that's born of the eradication of an eternally unknown variable from an impossible equation.
In retrospect, I wonder if laying it down in words was the dealbreaker? Did I kill my own passionate crush with illuminate reality? It appears that the secret of crushing is the total lack of analysis. Once dissected, the crush reveals itself to be juvenile, silly, unrealistic... and worse.
The mask of the crushee is lifted to reveal the actuality beneath. How incredibly boring!! And...
how predictable.
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